Oh well in every girl's world there are a few days when the fun has to stop.:(.So now .. i'm in my three days with no fun at all ... should study but i'm pretty stressed and hate those books.I have some things that are bugging me .
Not sure if this should be the right spot to put this , but hell is my blog and i write whatever i want.
So no fun these days guys and girls...and on top of that ... My building expenses are killing me this period...:(. Can hardly keep up with bills ot not at all.
Maybe i do something wrong, maybe i should just go out there and find traffic instead of playing in photoshop and waiting for the guys to find me.
Not even sure if i should continue to stick in the fetish category anymore.. Not sure about my looks tho, i started to go to the gym three times a week and soon ( when enough money) i'll start twice a week to take dance lessons.
I also tryied to find a course of DTP and Corel ... but nothing satisfactory here.
Sometimes , i hate this country ... i hate the fact that i cannot get a regular job and be able to pay all my bills with it :). Can't remember since i was shopping only for myself lately.Yea .. when i'm not in my videochatroom ..i get depressed you see... not having my daily visitors with me ... it makes me think about all the damn things i have arround and that is not comforting.
Hopefully in like three days , i'll be as good as new and start playing and making bucks:).

Warm Hugs, AliciaB

I am adding new girls to my Friends page!

Thank god i got new HDD and some extra Ram , now i can be online and work on my websites aswell.I love it.I contacted today two girls which i added to my Friends page and a couple of new links on my lionks page.I am also submitting my webpage to a few toplists where , with your votes i can get more visitors to my small website.that sounds fantastic..hehhee.I will post the girl's photos here so you will know what to choose...hehehhe.More girls coming soon.

Meet Britney and Domme4Slaves

That's all for now folks. Hugs&Kisses, Alicia

I'm pissed!

Traffic in my room was in the past few days quite slow, but i didn't mind too much because i could take care of the few guests i had in my room 100% and they all been satysfied and we had great time together playing, discussing about sex all everything else. What bugs me very much is that yesterday, when in my room entered this interesting person and we start a very nice game of foreplay the connection... goes down....He comes back ..we try to continue .. then the damned conenction goes down again... still he comes back and then the connection... geesh goes down one more time, turning what it ciuld have been the "cybersex of the century " into a session of swearing from my side.Tried to call Isp , occupied, tried to call the person in charge of my contract.... phone disabled no voice mail .... oh gosh....

How can i not get mad when i know i pay the bastards 120$ a month for a service that completely sucks , and if it wouldn't be enough the tech.support sucks big time.I think it is time to change isp or country ...LOL

Time for me to go back and plan the study since on 26th i start my exam session.. and i delayed the study untill today 16th of january ..lazy horny ass i am ...lol

Hugs, Alicia

Hello there, for those of you who accidentally found this page i'm Alicia , 26 years old from Eastern Europe , a student who makes her money by showing on cam and trying to find her right way in this life.I'm not a saint or an angel i'm just a regular confused girl who likes to hang on the computer most of the time and learn more and more about those great machines.

First topic- Things I'm sick about

I'm sick of my small room crowded with all my stuff, computer, outfits, show outfits .
I'm sick of the old furniture in it i didn't have the money to change and the old painting that gives me creeps.
I'm sick of those who do not understand my two sides of character.I'm a college girl by day and a dirty camgirl by night.What's so difficult to understand?
I'm sick of turning 27 and watch my body get proportions just because it's in the nature of my family to be ... oh well .. not so slim.
I'm sick of searching the right way of pleasing everybody and not beeing able to say NO!
Those are the things that bigs me mostly at this hour ,If anything comes in my mind...i'll let you know.

Second topic - Things i love

There are tho, some things i actually like about this whole thing. First of all, i love to show in cam and get all those compliments from nice guys whom i have fun with

I love to do fetish shows.Not all kind of fetishes.I love to wear nylons, stockings, pantyhose, seamed stockings , high heels , to tease with my feet and have the worshiped.
I love to smoke in cam for those of you who really enjoy this, i'm a heavy smoker and when i do those shows.... i am beeing ...myself.
I love my special customers who see beyound the camgirl the thing that i also have brain, style and i'm not a faker!!! Cause i'm not ... things i do in cam .. i do because i'm turned on by them not because i need the cash.
The truth! Well the naked truth is that i would not be camming if there would not be the money in the game.But that does not make me a faker...It was my biggest fantasy since i've read about Messalina , the empress that at nights sold her body ...I guess i wanted to be somehow as her.

Well i think is enough, i already feel better that i shared all this with you... now you can proceed forward in deciding if i'm the camgirl of your type or you move foward to others.Cheers,Alicia